Is Religion a Rational Way to Seek Truth?
14 Things the Misguided Religious Establishment Doesn't Want You to Know
As you know, I once was an evangelical megachurch pastor and my pastoral career stretched over many years. Eventually, I could no longer in good conscience teach the Christian doctrine I had learned, and realized that it was not changing people’s lives.
So I walked away. I left everything - my Christianity, my ministerial career, my personal sense of identity, my relational world, my bedrock beliefs about God, the meaning of existence, my purpose for living.
Below are 14 things that the misguided religious establishment doesn't want you to know. Speaking for myself and my personal experience, I was not able to see or admit these things to myself. I truly got into ministry initially because I wanted to make a difference and help people, and I relied upon the belief-system I learned as the proper framework to achieve this. It took a lot of post-religion reflection to see the ways this belief-system was hurting people.
I offer the below list in hopes that you might disentangle yourself from harmful beliefs and attitudes impacting your life. I’m not intending to say that all religious/Christian groups or all religious/Christian clergy perpetuate these characteristics. The list is based upon my own ministerial career and the countless people I have counseled in religious deconstruction.
14 things the misguided religious establishment doesn’t want you to know
Toxic religion is rooted in fear, especially fear about the afterlife. It leverages the false doctrine of Hell to win converts and demand holiness. The fear of God's disapproval, rejection, abandonment and punishment is another hallmark of misguided religion.
Clergy have no innate authority. Holding a church leadership position or having a theological degree does not imbue a person with special divine authority or superiority. The terms "anointed", "called", or "chosen" or titles such as "pastor", "priest", "bishop", "elder", "evangelist" or "apostle" do not confer any innate authority on an individual or group.
We hold sacred what we are taught to hold sacred, which is why what is sacred to one community is not sacred to another.
The stories in our sacred books aren’t history, nor were they meant to be. The authors of these books weren’t historians but writers of historical fiction: they used history (or pseudo history) as a context or pretext for their own ideas. Reading sacred texts as history may yield some nuggets of the past, but the real gold is in seeing these stories as myth and parable, and trying to unpack the possible meanings these parables and myths may hold.
Prayer doesn’t work the way you think it does. You can’t bribe God, or change God’s mind through obedience, devotion, or groveling. The underlying theistic premises of prayer are untenable.
Anything you claim to know about God, even the notion that there is a God, is a projection of your psyche. What you say about God—who God is, what God cares about, who God rewards, and who God punishes—says nothing about God and everything about you. If you believe in an unconditionally loving God, you probably value unconditional love. If you believe in a God who divides people into chosen and not chosen, believers and infidels, saved and damned, high cast or low caste, etc. you are likely someone who divides people into in–groups and out–groups with you and your group as the quintessential in-group. God may or may not exist, but your idea of God mirrors yourself and your values.
Our species has no religion. People are born human and are slowly conditioned by narratives of race, religion, gender, nationality, etc. to be less than human.
Traditional theology isn’t the free search for truth, but rather a defense of an already held position. I'm not saying this is wrong. If one holds a particular belief-system about God, it stand to reason that one wants to put forth a systematic defense of it.
But let’s be honest here. No Jewish rabbi will come to the conclusion that the Hopi are God’s Chosen People. No Christian pastor comes to the realization that Krishna is the Christ. No Catholic theologian discovers and affirms the Hindu Trinity of Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva. No Muslim imam recognizes Bahá’u’lláh as Allah's prophet. No Calvinist suddenly realizes that the Bible should be interpreted metaphorically and salvation is not pre-determined.
Why?
Because traditional theology is really apologetics, which is explaining and defending why an already held position is true. All traditional theological reasoning is circular, inevitably “proving” the truth of its own enshrined presupposition. This is not critical thinking. My Master of Divinity degree was designed to equip me to vigorously propagate and defend an already determined theological proposition.
Becoming more religious cannot save us. Religion is a human invention reflecting the best and worst of humanity; becoming more religious will simply allow us to perpetuate compassion and cruelty in the name of religion. Because religion always carries the danger of fanaticism, becoming more religious may only heighten the risk of us becoming more fanatical.
Becoming less religious cannot save us. In fact, being against religion can become it’s own fanaticism. Becoming less religious will simply force us to perpetuate compassion and cruelty in the name of something else. Secular societies that actively suppress religion have proven no more just or compassionate than religious societies that suppress secularism or free thought. This is because neither religion nor the lack of religion solely nullifies our human potential to act out of ego, greed, fear, hostility, and hatred.
A healthy religion is one that helps us own and integrate the shadow side of human nature for the good of person and planet, something few clergy are trained to do. Clergy are trained to promote the religion they represent. They are apologists not liberators. If you want to be more just, compassionate, and loving, you must do the personal work within yourself, and free yourself from the conditions that lock you into injustice, cruelty, and hate, and this means you have to free yourself from all your narratives, including those you call “religious.”
Religious leaders claims that their particular understanding and interpretation of their sacred books should be universally accepted. Religious leaders often say, “My authority is the Bible.” It would be more accurate for them to say, “My authority is what they taught me at seminary the Bible means.” People start with flawed or false presuppositions about what the Bible is, such as: the Bible was meant to present a coherent theology about God or is a piece of doctrinal exposition; the Bible is the inerrant, infallible and sole message/"Word" of God to the world; the Bible is a blueprint for daily living. Too often religious leaders make God about having "correct theology." There are a lot of unhappy, broken, hurting, suffering, depressed, lonely people in church with church-approved theology.
If your livelihood depends on the success of your church as an organization, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to see that you will mostly define and reward Christianity as participation in church structures and programs. Christian living is mostly a decentralized reality or way of life, not a centralized or program-dependent phenomenon. Church attendance, tithing, membership, service, and devoted participation, become the hallmarks of Christian maturity.
You are capable of guiding your own spiritual path from the inside out and don't need to be told what to do. You naturally have the ability, capacity, tools and skills to guide and direct your life meaningfully, ethically and effectively. Through the use of your fundamental human faculties such as critical thinking, empathy, reason, conscience and intuition, you can capably lead your life. You have the choice to cultivate a spirituality that doesn’t require you to be inadequate, powerless, weak, and lacking, but one that empowers you toward strength, vitality, wholeness, and the fulfillment of your highest potentialities and possibilities.
My friend recorded these 14 things on YouTube. Many of the above themes I have expanded upon in my published books such as Notes from (Over) the Edge.
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My family recently suffered a tremendous loss and in the midst of it we were treated terribly by a pastor. I asked for help because no one had reached out 2 days after a death in the family. I was told I had removed my family from the church and it's impossible to help those who don't put care and attention into the church. 2 days after we watched my father in law die. It was heart wrenching and life altering. My "removal" from church was largely due to 5 weeks going across the city to hospice watching a loved one withering away. We found your work and it has really helped. We struggled a lot with fear of hell. I felt like I was going crazy because everything was turned upside down. Church hurt is real, and knowing people like you are fighting to help victims makes us feel like we can get through this without becoming cynical. This guy has never apology and has actively avoided and slandered us in the year and a half that has passed. Pastor is definitely a title not deserving of automatic respect.
As a minister, I check myself frequently about this point: "Clergy are trained to promote the religion they represent. They are apologists not liberators."
I see my mission--in life, not just in my ministry--as being as good a person as I can (kind, loving, justice-making), seeking truth and meaning, and sharing what I learn with those who want to hear it. Being an apologist for my tradition has no place in or outside of ministry.